full moon nite ride

i want to be somewhere
far outside of myself

as of right now i am
locked inside this pack
of cigarettes
just another
chain smoker
lit up

far outside of myself
walking my bike up
this hill cause i'm too
damn lazy to pedal up
with a smoke in my lips
damning the darkness
and cursing the full moon
that has driven me mad
at midnight craving
for a pack of smokes
and for another
nights embrace

sometimes i want to be
somewhere far
outside of myself
leaving behind the
holds this life has
caught me up in
attacking day break
from this hill top
knowing that
no matter how
fast i ride
i can never hide
from myself
sometimes

i want to be
far outside
of myself